Vocabulary

Sinking
Drifting
Dead
Floating by
Barely there
Frustrated
Blocked
Kept away
Inadequate
Unable
Apathetic (except for her)

Someone give me something happy to write about?

Here I Wonder

Here I wonder what to think
How to feel
How to breathe.

What to choose
How to walk
How to live.

Here I wonder who she is
and If I have already met her.
Is she as I've always dreamed
or something entirely different?

Is this feeling an omen of joy,
or the failed dream of an empty heart?
Should I trust my gut this time
or do my best to forget her?

In truth, I have no choice.
There is no action I can take.

Patience is my greatest ally
And one that I rely on greatly.